Things are still mostly okay for me. I have no right to complain when there are so many in worse condition than I am. I’m grateful for every blessing I receive.
However…
I still hurt. I’m still weary. I still have a deep, lingering sadness within me. It’s doesn’t take very much to send my mood into a tailspin. I can feel the sadness and frustration sucking away my happiness like storm clouds settling in for a miserable week of weather. Every day is a fight for inner joy. Some days the fight is easier than others.
Today is a low day.
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Published by Tangela Williams-Spann
is a mental health and wellness blogger as well as the mother of an autistic person. Her first book, Sad, Black, and Fat: Musings From the Intersections, will be released in August 2021. She is currently completing coursework towards a MA in Special Education at Grand Canyon University. When she isn’t working, Tangela can be found reading, writing, or having serious discussions with her son about appropriate social behavior.
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