One must experience the darkness to fully appreciate the light.
I've had a weird day. I've... -woken up far too early -flaked out of a potentially important networking event -passed out. -woken up with the shakes -felt terribly guilty for making people worry about me. I think I'm okay now, just needed to eat. It's still a bad feeling that I know how to avoid. … Continue reading Day 166: Mess
I'm much better today. I've been spending my days in bed but I made myself go outside for a bit. The weather is lovely and the sunshine feels great. I don't have any real plans and that feeling is nice. Plus, Wolf is free today and he insisted that I get out of the house. … Continue reading Day 165: Up again
I'm okay. At least, that's what I'm telling myself. I will be okay. Simple as that.
My anxiety has been kicked up a few notches. I constantly feel as if something is crawling on me. I'm scratching and slapping at myself for no good reason. I don't like this. I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown. Gonna make a few calls, hope I relax a little.
I've been in low spirits. A serious funk has a hold on me. Indulging it is the course of action for the time being. Let's try again tomorrow, loves.
I'm unsettled today. I feel like something should be happening but I don't know what. My anxiety is really acting up. How do I fix this?
Today is feeling really good. It might have been all the cleaning, but I feel lighter. I might go to the movies later. I've wanted this Wonder Woman movie my whole life, but I can't decide if I really want to see it. I've managed to avoid spoilers all weekend. That won't be the case … Continue reading Day 161: Enjoy yourself
I've been working my butt off and I am covered with sweat. The yard sale went okay. It was pretty warm outside today and I'm totally drained. This evening includes a long shower and some relaxing video games.
Sorry for the later post today. I've been really busy getting ready for a yard sale tomorrow morning. It required several days work in my house and I'm still not done. This purge and cleaning has worn me out but I know I'll feel better once all this junk is gone. Also, I want to … Continue reading Day 159: Purge
I know I was supposed to write about fidget spinners today and I will post that particular rant at another time. Something more interesting has come up. Remember that exciting thing that I couldn't talk about yet? No, you say. That's okay. I remembered and today I can share the news. I have … Continue reading Day 158: Release Day!