Have you ever wanted to run away? To leave everything behind and not look back. I do. What's the point?
I've decided that today is a music day. Listening to music is one of the things that I enjoy that depression hasn't taken away. I can groove myself into a better mood. Gonna switch up some old playlists and look for more writing inspiration. The well was starting to get dry. Stay hydrated and take … Continue reading Day 213: Dance! →
I have to go back to work on Tuesday. This is a blessing and a curse. It means that I get to return to some kind of normalcy, a routine if you will. I'll start getting paid again and seeing my work family will be nice. At the same time, there will be more fuel … Continue reading Day 212: Down and Out →
I'm very bored today. Video games aren't helping. I did manage to look into some graduate school programs. Trying to find some direction is a helpful way to fight of my sadness. Kinda. I hope you guys are going well.
I lost my meds. I'm not sure how or where. I can't find them anywhere. It's been five days. Hopefully, I can just wait until refill time instead of calling my doctor. I should be okay. I know I can get sadder. I'll just deal.
I'm not having a good day. I don't feel right. My head is a mess. great.
We've had a break in the heat. A massive thunderstorm rolled through last night. It was amazing. Lots of wind, rain, lightning and thunder. There was too much energy in this storm for me to feel safe outside, but I watched for a long while through a window. I haven't seen a storm like this … Continue reading Day 208: Bouncy Balls →
Heat wave day four: I think we're turned the lunacy corner. Today, I saw a gentleman in a cape sitting on the roof of an apartment building. No shirt, shorts, no shoes, cape. Is it October yet? My melons are getting bigger and my sunflower is about to bloom. The warmer weather has been good … Continue reading Day 207: Growing →