I’m in a bad place right now.
Real bad. Like, you wouldn’t believe how bad.
Scary bad.
People ask me what’s wrong. I can’t answer. It feels like everything is wrong.
And in a way, it is. I think.
I only have the way I feel to judge by.
And everything feels bad and sad and wrong.
I don’t want to die. I have things to do.
but I wouldn’t object to a medically induced coma. That sounds nice.