Day 409

I’m in a bad place right now.

Real bad. Like, you wouldn’t believe how bad.

Scary bad.

People ask me what’s wrong. I can’t answer. It feels like everything is wrong.

And in a way, it is. I think.

I only have the way I feel to judge by.

And everything feels bad and sad and wrong.

I don’t want to die. I have things to do.

but I wouldn’t object to a medically induced coma. That sounds nice.