One must experience the darkness to fully appreciate the light.
I need to write more. I've read about other writers that have set writing times each day. Some specific amount of time each day to put words on the page. I feel like this would work out well for me. The only issue is finding the time. I already get up pretty early for work. … Continue reading Day 329: Late-Nighter
It's dark and quiet. The house is getting colder at night. I'm so lonely. I think that's what I'm feeling. There's longing, sure, but loneliness too. I wish I could sleep. It isn't restful anyway. My body aches. I'm allover tired. What to do? What to do?
Recently, I've spent far too much time watching the sun rise. I don't have an issue with this most of the time. Sunlight can be helpful in fighting my depression. At the same time, anxious sleepless nights have become my new normal. I'm almost always awake when daybreak happens and I don't want to disturb … Continue reading Day 202: Toss Up
Saying that I haven't felt like myself for awhile feels like an understatement. I've been sad and prone to bouts of crying. I'm sick of feeling like this but I can't shake it. I haven't been eating or sleeping properly. Maybe if I can get right or ten solid hours of rest, my mood will … Continue reading Day 176: Still off
I'm really not feeling it today. There has been just too much bad news today. I didn't sleep again last night and I'm sure it's taking a toll on my energy. Naps would be great, thanks.