I am capable. I am deserving of love and respect. I am will to do what is needed to achieve my goals. I am able to accept the good things that happen to me. I am able to accept the kindness of others. I am becoming who I'm meant to be.
One must experience the darkness to fully appreciate the light.
I am capable. I am deserving of love and respect. I am will to do what is needed to achieve my goals. I am able to accept the good things that happen to me. I am able to accept the kindness of others. I am becoming who I'm meant to be.
I've had a weird day. I've... -woken up far too early -flaked out of a potentially important networking event -passed out. -woken up with the shakes -felt terribly guilty for making people worry about me. I think I'm okay now, just needed to eat. It's still a bad feeling that I know how to avoid. … Continue reading Day 166: Mess
I'm much better today. I've been spending my days in bed but I made myself go outside for a bit. The weather is lovely and the sunshine feels great. I don't have any real plans and that feeling is nice. Plus, Wolf is free today and he insisted that I get out of the house. … Continue reading Day 165: Up again
I've been in low spirits. A serious funk has a hold on me. Indulging it is the course of action for the time being. Let's try again tomorrow, loves.
I'm awake far too early, I can't fall asleep again and my head hurts from crying. I had a bad dream because my mental state is trash. Now, I'm stuck trying to process emotions that I thought I was done with. I wanted to be done with them, but they aren't done with me, obviously. … Continue reading Day 153: Trash
There are a lot of things I'm working on to improve myself. My self esteem is a mess on a good day. Depression is always lurking behind every corner. I could stand to lose a few pounds, etc. One of the major things that bothers me us my seeming inability to control my stressors. I … Continue reading Day 142: Stop and Breathe
One of my cakes shifted and now is lopsided. It looks like the saddest thing in the world. I'm still gonna eat it. With some vanilla ice cream at that. I deserve. Happy Mother's Day!
Hey! You! Yeah, you. Have you taken care of yourself today? Showered? Taken your meds. Gone outside? Stand up and stretch. Right now. Go on. Twist a little. Don't forget your neck. Now go and get yourself a glass of water. Drink it all. Refill your glass and drink it again. There. Don't you feel better? … Continue reading Day 121: Reminder
I don't know if you heard, but today is my birthday. I don't make a big deal about it most of the time. This isn't a milestone birthday either. I just wanted a quiet, stress free day. Wolf and I had planned on a lunch date and a trip to the botanical gardens. The universe … Continue reading Day 106: April Showers
I've posted for 100 days in a row now. That's quite a little accomplishment. I should be proud. Instead, my body aches. My arms feel like lead weights and are covered with bites and scratches. My knee should probably be iced down. I earned my paycheck today, ya'll. Working with special needs kids can be very … Continue reading Day 100: Do What You Can