One must experience the darkness to fully appreciate the light.
I was trying to work on some assignments this morning but it was more difficult than normal. I couldn't focus. My thoughts wouldn't solidify. I could barely form coherent sentences. Plus, I couldn't stop shaking my left leg. I mean, rapid fire bouncing. I know this is just an anxiety thing. I know I should … Continue reading Day 341: Shaking tables
I need to write more. I've read about other writers that have set writing times each day. Some specific amount of time each day to put words on the page. I feel like this would work out well for me. The only issue is finding the time. I already get up pretty early for work. … Continue reading Day 329: Late-Nighter
I very nearly lost my shit on a bunch of kids at work today. I really wanted to start screaming at them To be fair, they were asking for it. They were not following directions and giggling in a very obnoxious way. You can only ask someone to be quiet and receive disrespect in return … Continue reading Day 318: Buttoned Lips
Something interesting happened at work today. As you know, I've been feeling overwhelmed with my life lately. I guess I've been doing a bad job of hiding it. Today was really hard for me and my coworkers got worried. They know about most of my struggles right now and respectfully asked me to "not show … Continue reading Day 294: Get Out of Here
The little girl I worked with passed away this morning. I talked about her in an earlier post. I'm sad she's gone but I'm glad she doesn't have to struggle anymore. Rest easy, Summer Rose.
I'm not doing well. Essentially, I think I'm overwhelmed with my life. Work is hard. School is rough, too. My personal life is a shambles. I want to bury myself until Spring. I want to hibernate. If bears can manage it, so can I. Trying to remind myself that people exist that have things much … Continue reading Day 254: Chipping Away
Didn't sleep well and I've been groggy all day. The rainy weather wasn't helping either. Sorry these posts are so short. I'm swamped with work right now and creativity is running low. Hope you guys are doing amazing!
Work was particularly frustrating today. Can't say why. I'm in a comfort food kind of mood. Too bad I don't have comfort food money. Being broke is terrible. I can't save anything if I have to catch up whenever I get money. Stupid.
I spent too much time relaxing this summer. I only say this because my body is having a hard time readjusting to my normal schedule. My body is sore and I'm worn out. At the same time, I'm excited to get the school year going. I love seeing my friends progress through the year, ,even … Continue reading Day 218:Happy Wednesday
Yesterday felt really nice. I spent most of the day away from the internet. My son and I colored while watching Bob Ross reruns in the afternoon. I needed the time to get out of my own head. Coloring was calming and having Bob Ross' creative encouragement in the background made it more meaningful for … Continue reading Day 216: Calm Hues