One must experience the darkness to fully appreciate the light.
It's day 400. I feel like there are a lot of things I could say. Things that I probably should get of my chest. Seeing as how I know that festering feelings turn into cancer and heart disease, I should never hold anything in. I should tell everyone how I feel and let the consequences … Continue reading Day 400: Hooray
Gonna be honest. I don't have anything left in the tank. I'm drained. I'm tired. I'm beyond done. If I could just leave, that would be wonderful. I would start walking and never look back. I could drop everything right now. For the record. In case anyone was wondering.
I feel as if my world likes to shift its axis every so often. Just when I think, for half a moment, that everything is okay or things will be fine. BLOOP! Next thing I know, I'm scrambling for answers again. That what my optimism has gotten me.
I'm fairly certain that I'll have a bachelor's degree by the fall. Therefore, I've started looking for a new career. Ultimately, one in my chosen field would be lovely. Although, I am open to something totally new. I just need good benefits and pay. I don't think relocation is an option. I'm barely making ends … Continue reading Day 397: Prowl
My son went to his first stadium concert this evening. When i asked him how it was, he only said... "Loud."
I was trying to write something original earlier. I had an idea at work that I wanted to get on paper. Sadly, I had a hard time developing a story. I always come up with characters without storylines. It's irritating at times.
V-day is in a couple of weeks. I don't have any plans. I never have plans. I'm not exactly pleased with that. If I want something to happen, I have to make it happen. Such is lie. We shall see if anything develops.
I only have ninteen calories left in my budget for today. I also really really want some sweets. Preferably brownies. Problems.
I wish I didn't need my job to live. I wish I didn't need my job to make ends meet. I wish I could have a less stressful job. A less frustrating job. I keep telling myself that I'll get there, but at what cost?
Depression is a weird thing. It manifests in so many ways. There's the common symptoms: Lack of energy, lack of intrest, lethargy, lack of focus. There's also some folks that throw themselves into something in an attempt to avoid their feelings. "I don't have time to stay in bed, I have a deadline." "I can't … Continue reading Day 391: Ebb